You have been through a lot and it does take strength to get yourself together again. And, you're right; fame doesn't mean a thing if it takes your joy and doesn't lift the depression. She was molested by an uncle and we don't know the half of what she went through. May she RIP. Keep strong yourself. Thank God you have a loving, understanding husband bc depression is terrible and you know more than others what it can do to you. Take care.