I can certainly understand. This is not the America in which I have grown up into adulthood. It used to be very safe, no guns and when I was a child we lived in an integrated neighborhood. All that has changed and it’s about to get worse. Many states now have no restrictions on getting and carrying guns with no permits (Florida being the latest) and we have politicians who choose to do nothing to keep their positions and receive money. It is extremely discouraging.